OMG! Today is the day, Ann is finally coming to visit… I can’t even express what I feel… I am about to explode!
I am thinking about asking her to marry me, I hope she will say “yes”… I have been waiting for this moment since I met her. It is finally happening!!
However, I am a bit concerned… I mean, my mother won’t approve of it…
I really believe that if Larry is alive he would have come back by now, but… inside I still hope he is alive at least for my mother. She can’t stand the fact that people are starting to believe he is gone.
To be really honest, I feel completely torn up inside. On the one hand, if Larry comes home he will surely rekindle his relationship with Ann. This will mean that I won’t have a chance to marry her. Furthermore, Mother will be so delighted as well as relieved.
On the other hand, I am in love with her and I know we will have a great life together. Therefore, is it wrong of me to hope that Larry is dead? This thought makes me sound like a self-centered person. I really am not a bad person I just know that Ann and I make sense together.
Well I must get out of bed now and get ready for Ann. I hope this day goes well. Hopefully, by this time tomorrow I will be writing in this diary that I am engaged to be married!
Published: Jan 24, 2018
Latest Revision: Jan 24, 2018
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