All My Sons

OMG! I can’t believe what my father has done. I can’t even understand what has just happened in the last twenty four hours. Is it really my fault that father took his own life? Am I to blame? I surely didn’t expect this to happen.

Will mother blame me for this? She told me to “Live”.

I don’t know, I am so confused.

After thinking long and hard, I have come to a decision.

I will try to honor my father and work in the business. I know I have said in the past that I don’t want to have anything to do with the business, however, thing have changed. I must try to respect my father’s wishes. It was very important to him that I will be part of the business.

Everything he did was for the family.

Another decision I came to is about Ann.

How can I marry her after what has just happened. How can I tell her what I am really feeling? I still love her and I will continue to love her but I don’t feel that this is the time for agree to wait or will she go back to New York? Will she understand?

Well, I guess I have stayed in bed long enough. It is time for me to get up and go downstairs. Now is the time I have to deal with the effects of what my father has done.