From Happiness To Japan

All my life I’ve been confused. The feeling of the first kiss when you have butterflies in your stomach, is my absolute favorite moment. We all know the hard but Wonderful feeling of missing your love one. This person is all you think of and everything you do, you would like to do it with him. You know the smell of the morning after the rain? That pleasant smell that you can’t get enough of? So this is the smell I have every moment I spent with my lover. I’m scared to disappoint him but this year was the best year of my life. I know its not appropriate for a woman to love this way another woman, but I cant help it, I love her.  I knew that something wasn’t right when I married  him and I’m not were I belong to. I wish I wouldn’t have to pretend and hurt John so much, and I wish I could forget Susan. unfortunately me and Susan have to move on with our life, she will be married to David next month and I have to move to japan with John.

The ship was crowded and me and john force to share a cabin with the Millers. Although they were American, they were very intolerable and I couldn’t stand listening to them any more. We had on the ship multiple activities and social events that mostly organist by Mr. Kelada or like everybody calls him – Mr. knowall. He is a 30 year-old men form the meddle east (although that he claims that he is British). Most of the people on the ship found him dogmatic and arrogant but I don’t think that he is so bad. John often argued with Mr. Kelada and have this weird desire to prove him wrong. At first I was amused with the Non-stop meaningless arguments but this time this stupid argument went too far. I got rid of all my stuff that  reminds Susan, well not all of it, but definitely most of it!!! I couldn’t get rid of the goodbye present that Susan gave me, so I wore the necklace and lied to John about were I got it. You are probably wonder how Susan, 24 years old women can afford this expensive necklace? Susan family owns the ״McDonalds״ company who got very popular un the U.S.

One day we were sitting in the dining room, when Mr. Kelada and John started arguing, as usual. This time over pearls. Mr. Kelada said it was his profession and he could tell if the pearls were fake or not, but of course John refused to believe it. So Mr. Kelada decided he needed to prove it to him somehow. Then he stared at me and said him my pearl necklace was worth at least $ 15,000. I got red, I didn’t know what to do. I was so afraid from the consequences of this Scandal. It is not  acceptable to cheat on your husband and with a women it’s definitely acceptable. I really tried to keep  myself calm but I couldn’t control it. Mr. Kelada saw I was stressed and how much I was in distress, so he decided to save me. He sacrificed his honor and reputation for me and lied that he was wrong. Thanks to Mr. Kelada my secret was kept and my marriage was saved, at least until the next bet…

All I Ask – Adele

We chose this song because the singer explains about a love

she had and ended. A love that is very important to her, that built her, that helped her, a love that she needs, but unfortunately it is a love that she can not continue. This song connects to the story we wrote because we introduce Mrs. Ramsey who is a lesbian, and her love with Susan had to end for several reasons, because of that time, that at that time there was no such thing as love between two women and also because she has a husband. That is why the song shows Mrs. Ramsey’s distress and longing for her love she left in New York.