secret diary

Hi diary, I just came back from the war. My brother Larry is still not back from the war, I miss him very much and hope he comes back soon.

In the war I went through a lot of difficult things that I will never forget in my life and I write in a diary because I think I have to say what I feel. I really miss life before the war, when Larry was not missing and I had no traumas.

The thing that broke me the most in the war was that my father was put on trial, I did not believe that my father could do such a thing. But, the court made a mistake and my father was acquitted.

I still feel a sense of guilt for my soldiers who died in the war, in everything I do I remember them, even when I open the fridge and take out food I feel the guilt on me. I think I wasn’t enough hero and I should have sacrificed myself for them.