by hasan bey
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There was a heart bird in the old days, who made people believe that he was the one who gave light and connects them to life. Hasan was one of them, but he had a difference. He often met the heart bird and left him behind. Even the bird could not convince him that he would really love someone and only one. However, he had tried hard. He had tried a lot to show loyalty to someone, not caring about other people and acting as if he had only a partner in life. But he could not succeed. He was someone who hid himself and himself, running away from the person he wanted to be.Then he promised to himself he will improve himself and he find the real heart bird.First step in his life make a real friend and create a great relationship with the people who’s really care about him.He will start to gym and he will focus his school first.He would remove the fake people in his life.
He was alien to everything, even to himself. Oh, how this uncertainty, how it tormented me now. The only thing I had to fight was the other me in me. Maybe one chokes on putting everything into it with time, Sadness and joy, hope and disappointment were always intertwined; a vague feeling but always being a stranger and not getting used to it. Nobody knew if he was happy, maybe not even himself. Maybe one was choking on throwing everything in, no one knows what I had to endure.I set free everything I was afraid to lose.He was happy but confused; He wanted to laugh, but tears were running down his cheeks like rain.People don’t understand me, and I don’t understand them either.I did not have the strength to hate people, nor did I have the desire to love them.Being alone with my own loneliness is my happiness !
Published: May 18, 2023
Latest Revision: May 18, 2023
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