All my sons- Chris’s diary

He killed my own brother and 21 people that were like my brothers. I loved my father, I still do, but I can’t forgive him for what he has done, I hope one day I will forgive him and could finally put this case behind me.

After what happened, I can’t leave mother alone. I wanted to leave it all and go but it’s pointless now and I can’t leave mother alone, she can’t handle to lose both of her sons. I think I will stay and take care of her, I will be practical for her.

Although what happened, I have no regrets about my actions and if I could turn the weal I would tell his the same things. I hope that maybe in heaven, dad will realize that being practicals isn’t always good and that we have responsibility for the whole community and not just for our family. I wonder If he met Larry up there, and I hope they will be happy together and forgive each other.