All My Sons

The day I have been waiting for is here at last. Annie is coming for a visit.

Ann..my Annie.  Is she really  mine?

I feel that my life is so complicated and I often ask myself if it meant to be like that.

We have been writing to each other and created such a deep and serious bond between us. After all,  we have known each other since we were kids with only a fence between out houses.

Life has united us despite the fence which only separated us physically.

Our fathers were partners . Moreover, she was engaged to my brother who is reported  missing after the war and this is the worst thing which tears  my mind and it feels like a terrible black cloud above my head which prevents me from taking any steps forward.

Can I really get  anything as a result of the war.?

If Larry were alive,  me and Anne would not be in touch definitely not become engaged.Anne is a prize a rare stone but I can marry her only because the war took my brother’s life and I feel I don’t deserve it. It is like looting

I feel deep in my heart the power of my love  to her but also the power of my values which are very strong and rooted in me.

I am happy to be with Anne but our future seems  to be  covered with so many obstacles.

Only time will tell .