All my sons

So this is it, after 3 years the “mistery” solved, my fathe.. no. Joe killed him, Joe kiiled Larry and blamed Steve.

I dont know what to feel anymore, my father and my brother commited suicide from the same god damn reason, what should i do.. i still dont know how mother kept the truth from us for so long.

This is a nightmare… a neverending nightmare, father torn this family to peaces and killed himself.

I really dont know where to go, i can’t look at Ann’s face anymore.

I’m going crazy, it’s like i cant trust even myself, i need to get out of this place as soon as possible and get my mind clear..

I cant belive i’m still writing this diary, but i feel like this is all i have right now