Chris’s Diary

Dear diary,

I am very lost right now, first Larry killed himself and now, my father… what next? I can’t believe my father is gone. How could I live with the feeling that I am responsible for his suicide? I miss him and I really worry about my mother and wonder how she will handle it. I know she is strong, but I am not sure how she is going to deal with what happened.

I had hard time to sleep at night. I was bothered by many thoughts, especially about how and if I could have prevented it. I just really hope that we will get over it soon. I really hope that I will marry Ann and we will move on and start a new life. I hope mom won’t lose her mind when she will stay by herself when Ann and I will move together. Although I still think what my father did was wrong, I wish he could be here right now. He will always stay in my heart.