by Ofir Dekel
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Dear Diary,
I can’t believe my father is dead! I feel I’m responsible for his suicide and it kills me inside, I can’t stop crying, I was so angry and disappointed of him yesterday, but I really miss him. He was my role model and honestly I don’t know what I’m going to do without him. Also, I feel very bad about mom, she had been thought a lot, I mean she lost her son three years ago and her husband just now. Even though she is a strong woman, I don’t know how she will deal with that.
I couldn’t sleep at night, I keep seeing his dead body and the emotion flooded me. What I’m gonna do now? How do I move on? Ann and I are going to get married in a couple of mounts, we thought to buy a house and move there, away from our family, from the dramas. But now, I don’t know if I can move on…
I hope that we all get over it soon. I hope mom won’t lose her mind and try to find something comfort in her life although she lost her loving persons. I wish my father would be here even though I still think he was wrong but, he will always stay in my heart.
Published: Jan 28, 2018
Latest Revision: Jan 28, 2018
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