shani

NOVEMBER 3

So today my parents and I had a talk and they told me we are moving away from LA in 5 days. And I feel terrible I mean how will I tell my best friends that I have to leave them I mean its only for 2 years but still what if I won’t make new friends? And what if everybody hated me? I have a lot of thoughts right now and they are NOT good. I can’t believe my parent want me to leave everything that I have and just move. Well back to my friends what do I tell them and how will they react are they going to forget me? Oh my mom is calling me gotta go.

NOVEMBER 5

Okay so I just went on he roof with Brooke and Lilly(my best friends). And I told them they completely freaked out. We promised each other to skype every weekend and tell each other about our week. But it still wont be as fun. I mean we were never apart for so long. Wait …. what if I stay here and live in Brookes or Lillys house that could work perfect for them and for me. I mean their mothers are so kind and they love me. At their house I feel at home, and then I wont have to leave. Ok I am going to ask my parents.

1 hour later

My parents did not like the idea of me staying here and live in my friends house because they said they ” would lose track of me” uuughhh why does everything have to be so complicated?!?!?!

OK well good night!